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AUGUSTINE:
CONFESSIONS INDEX
BOOK
ELEVEN
CHAPTER
XXXI
41. O Lord my God, what a chasm there is in thy deep secret! How far short of
it have the consequences of my sins cast me? Heal my eyes, that I may enjoy
thy light. Surely, if there is a mind that so greatly abounds in knowledge and
foreknowledge, to which all things past and future are as well known as one
psalm is well known to me, that mind would be an exceeding marvel and altogether
astonishing. For whatever is past and whatever is yet to come would be no more
concealed from him than the past and future of that psalm were hidden from me
when I was chanting it: how much of it had been sung from the beginning and
what and how much still remained till the end. But far be it from thee, O Creator
of the universe, and Creator of our souls and bodies--far be it from thee that
thou shouldst merely know all things past and future. Far, far more wonderfully,
and far more mysteriously thou knowest them. For it is not as the feelings of
one singing familiar songs, or hearing a familiar song in which, because of
his expectation of words still to come and his remembrance of those that are
past, his feelings are varied and his senses are divided. This is not the way
that anything happens to thee, who art unchangeably eternal, that is, the truly
eternal Creator of minds. As in the beginning thou knewest both the heaven and
the earth without any change in thy knowledge, so thou didst make heaven and
earth in their beginnings without any division in thy action.[453]
Let him who understands this confess to thee; and let him who does not understand
also confess to thee! Oh, exalted as thou art, still the humble in heart are
thy dwelling place! For thou liftest them who are cast down and they fall not
for whom thou art the Most High.[454]
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